[stole this from judy's xanga]

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, whether it be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this on your xanga to see what people remember about you.

i myspaced myself.

compooter been gay and haven't taken the time to update. ANYWAYS, to give you the update on life its been thatta this and thissa that. shit drops here, stuff comes up later. just pick up what you need and leave all the other shit behind, its life. you'll lose precious things along the road of it, but you should never lose pace. upset on the whole not snowboarding thing agen this winter, totally blows AND to the fact that i dont htink we're gonna have a fucking snow day this year, wasted days of rest. heard bianca's back in march, looking forward to her arrival if she actually gets here. the SCHOOLING found out that i dont live in the district anymore, so they said i might transfer to hayfield if i dont get my pupil placement approved. the thing is, i dont think the principals like me too much since the 'raping of ms miller' incidnet. dont know if i wnna go or not, its just i dont want to go to south county next year. oh, picked up the OC agen and im starting to watch one tree hill every once and a while. dont ask me why, i was pressured and since i had nothing else to do i might've well tried. im tired, ive been lifting 3 days a week for the past month or so, tryna work on getting the super body back agen for lax season. it starts soon, just not sure where i'll be playing. OH and about me not living in the district, yeah i finally moved to lorton. yes the big ass houses across southcounty. can't wait till the basements finished, crucial parties and shit. but yeah, anyone's welcome to drop by just make sure i hear about it before you knock on my door or i will be pissed. but yeah, fuck springfield i live by southcounty hommmmmay.

i score touchdowns. i pin fuckers. i shoot three's. i score goals. i scarifice my body. i quickly adjust. i study the opponent. i work harder then anyone else on the field. lets just make it simple, i know how to win and i dont see why you wouldn't want me to be on your team. muwahaha, im so coool.

friend said htis to me today.. it made me happy.

P c Out 021: i just have one thing to say
P c Out 021: you taught me everything i know

so there's a lot of shit and good happening one aftre the other. lets start off with the bad so we can end on a good note.

so yesterday my history teacher [ms miller] hands out worksheets for us to do. since my lazy ass, doesn't like doing the work i copy off other people. the person i usualy copy off from, had a question about the paper. wanted to help him out, so i get up to go ask ms miller about it. i wanted it to be a quick question, so i get up next to her, perpendicular to where she was standing [right thigh is right next to her left one]. i put all my weight on my left leg so i could move my right leg, like fidget or w/e with it. the second i start to move my leg, she feels my cellfone and looks straight down at my unit. friends laugh hysterically at the way she looks at my package. yelled at me to back off, she moved back- i stood still since i didn't really understand waht was going on.she was wondering why i was still standing htere so she jus tells me to sit down. i do in a confuse state. a minute or so later, she sends me a timeout form and gives me a referral saying explicit sexual conduct. the rest of day went splendidly well, felt i did good in my math test, had a reuglar fun day with mr slocolmb and slept all seventh. so today, i got a slip from the guidance councelor approximentally 8.30. had a whole talk about this shit, didn't realize how serious it was till she said it was reccomendation for expulsion which means that if i do get expelled that neighboring counties such as arlington/prince william/stafford won't accept me from being kicked out of fairfax. so then, i started to actually cry cuz of how mom and dad have been pressed up the ass for the new house in lorton on how it was their dream to be the first owners of a house and shit. so if i do get kicked out, im the one whose to blame for breaking their dream home. so that hurt me knowing how much it'd hurt the parents. haha, i felt so bad for myself i actually had dr russel call in mr barheight to just have a teacher to tlak to. yeah i know, its pretty bad when you have your coach that you make fun of all the time to come help you. haha stupid fatass bearboy. well, he promised to dow hatever he can, since we actually do have some foundation on a friendship level. but yeah, for now im suspended for 3 days [friday] untill furhter notice. the situation can get a lot worst, or it could end here. it mostly depends on ms miller.
-but today ended with a good note from being cool with jimmy. r0ar, i turn my blinker on and cut bitches.

well, lets try to get off that shit into something a lil bit more happier. lets start from my earliest memory of the past month or soo...

well i joined the wrestling team, which means that ima be losing weight to have a nice cooool wreslting action figure body. i cut down from 145 to 140, but i still have to make it to 135. practice isn't as hard as everyone said it'd be, but then we do have a new coach. practice is mostly based on drilling the moves he teaches us, and maybe a lil conditioning at the end. picked it up pretty quick considering i started a whole week late due to a nearly fatal injury.

the thanksgiving weekend wasn't bad not one bit, cept for the fact that i visted stafford twice and didn't see the lovely melanie. well thursday, went to stafford for uncle ariel's joint. geeeeebus man he had like a 15 minute prayer in front of the foood. do you know how tempting it is to just slap him and take control of the turky? no, you just don't. well the minute i stepped out've that place melanie shows up. after staffordo, we go to jj's house all the way down in loudon county which was about an hour and fifteen mintute drive. ma-jor bullshit, i couldn't fall asleep.i think my family has bad timing, the moment we start to leave robs/roels family shows up. departed over there to go to lorton, but when we get there everyone has allready gone home. so i just wlaked over to the neighboring house to talk to kris since there wasn't anyone else there.

friday, woke up early since uncle ariel wanted me to go play bball with his church firends back down in stafford. i go, and the first 3 games i played we were untouchable. thought flips could play? guess they dont know how to break shit down in staffford  i mean, i've been out've the game for the past 2 yeras and yet i was just BREAKING ankles. it was to the point where one of them hurt their knees. so i spent all of my day there, and yet agen- i didn't see melanie.

saturday- had to wake up at 7 since i had practice back in SPRINGFIELD at 8. i show up there at 7.58 to find out that the coaches didn't even have keys to the school. so we wait in the fuckign parkinglot in 30 degree weather waiting. practiced started at 8.45. it was short and simple, taught a move and situations it can lead too. saw the bball scrimages against falls church afterwards. geebus, did falls chruch have one UGLY ass team. one was a midget, the other looked like a beaver and one of them looked like he was 19 playing jv bball. our varsity was arright, brandon didn't do tooo much. came home, dressed up for family parties for the rest of the ngiht. yes it was a busy day. yes, yes it was.

and on sunday i finaaaaaally getta go shopping. its too bad i get stingy everytime someone lends me money. its so hard to find shit, and buy it at the spot. mom ended up buying me a black coat, which is pretty neat by the way. haha the lil nephew [antonio] was being all ghetto and stole a belt from jcrew. i bought a gray turtle neck from gap, and a white long john form jockey. wtf, shit was like 17 dollars. yes i was ripped off, fucking a. but then i got a jockey card, so if anyone ever goes, please tell me, it'lll give me major discounts to further purchases.

so yes, im bored. so bored and i was jus talking to melanie of a chicken/dog mixed in with a goat. so ima be dreaming about that tonight. yes its orgasmic. holler.

agh, suspension's real boring when you just have nothing to do all day. i've mostlly been sitting around wtaching tv eatting ranch flavored sunflower seeds. i thought shit would get a lot more interesting compared to what i thought it COULD be. faa cuk. OH i was gonna buy some fcuk cologe, but then i decided to buy the longjohn thing. meh such a disppointment to the choice.the whole last paragraph is a edit on thursday. so last night, mom comes to talk to me, but things dont allways turn out the right way. everyone starts to yell [dad included] things just went hectic. crazy i tell ya, its to the point where i just dont even wnna see or tlak to them for the next few weeks. had serious talks with brian last night, he's fun to talk to. woopiie, someone else to look forward too when arriving bammafied stafford town. this is completely off but ciara's 1-2 step is playing, and by jolly gosh. that lady is super sexy, i thought she was pretty in goodies but when shes a steppin she looks 35x the better. so if plans fail with me and kristen kruek, shes the next girl im looking forward to marrying. but naw, dont worry i got miss lana lang around my finger tip specatacular isn't it?. muwahah ownage.